i’m seriously so tired of this place. i can’t even describe to you how much i hate it. you go to school, filled with so many familiar faces, people that you have gone to school with for years. they look the same as they always do. they have the same friends as they always do. their hair is the same. their clothes are the same. their personality is the same. 

it’s like a routine. i’m tired of my routine. i’m tired of these people. this place. i need something new in my life. i want to move, start fresh or something. i need to just get out of this routine. this boring fucking routine. same thing every week. a fucking cycle. i do not need another cycle to add into my life.

i need new people. i just want to drop out of school, and travel. travel, meeting different faces and being at a new place every single day. always exciting.

i need exciting.

i need to feel the way i felt when i met you for the first time. i just want the happiness to come back.

i’m not happy here, not at this place.